Is it just me?

okay,
I feel like I'm getting forgotten.
am I doing this to myself?
am I going insane?
Or is it just me?

I know my best friend
goes to another school,
and she's really busy lately,
I'm guessing...
but we've barely been talking.
I miss her, i feel like I'm bothering her
everytime we have a conversation.

My two other friends
who go to school with her,
are talking to me as mucha s they can.
One of them got a blogspot
ily Danny<33
I miss them too though,
I want to see them :[[

And yet again my other friend,
is having problems himself,
and he's been talking to everyone less and less
Retreating to his girlfriend for comfort.
I'm starting to think,
if I'm even a good friend at all anymore?
am I doing soemthing wrong here?

Back and forth with the hospital meetings,
my mood swings are killing me.
I'm like a zombie,
I'm trying to be happy,
trying to be confident
But how can I do that
when I don't even know
what's bringing me down?

I just feel like I'm losing touch..
With my friends, family, myself, reality..
I don't like it.
I miss you,
all of you.
I'm sorry if I'm doing anything wrong.