Learn to be Lonely

You know.
I'm getting kind of tired
of sitting at home every night,
all alone.
Well, not really alone.
My parents are right upstairs.
But Mentally,
I feel alone.

I've been very lonely lately.
Like, I see my friends
and my boyfriend everyday.
but even while I'm around them,
the more I see them,
the more lonely I get.
Even when I'm happy,
the second they're gone,
I'm lonely again.
I don't know if it's just my depression,
but i haven't told anyone this until right now.

I'm going upstairs,
and listening to music.


Ciao.

PS- I'm amazed at how many people have
been trusting me with their secrets lately.
It's a cool confidence booster.