The missed memory

I love happy Punk music.
yay for Catch 22!

anyway,
haven't post ina few days.

I'd like to talk about the one thing
that's been bothering me.

i had it all planned out
i was going far away...
to stay with you.
I was going to stay with you
and never come home.
then I met him..
and I wasn't expecting to..
but I fell in love.
harder than I fell for you.
I love him
I can't leave him even if I wanted to
but there's a part of me
that still wants to leave
and never come back.
be happy with our friendship
and i'd always have a friend.

Nicholas,
I love you,
I want to spend my life with you
I've never been more sure
but please forgive me
for not being able to forget
the love I couldn't have.
I'll lock it tight away one day
I promise.
and i'll never remember again.