Saturday, December 13, 2008

ok BIG rant.

I don't want friends anymore
Honest to Blog.
I'm sick of being put down,
put last,
Lied to and being treated like shit.
To me,
this is NOT what friendship is.
If you don't want to hang out with me?
Fine,
I don't care,
If I'm not worth your time,
I'll find something better to do with mine.
I'm sick of non-existant friendships.
I'm just about ready
to explode at most of you

Stop being stupid!
It's really not that hard
I'm sick of trying to hang on
to my old friendships
with the people
I used to know and love.

I'm sick of false kindness
and any other form
of Bullshit kindness.

What is real friendship to me?
I don't even know anymore.


ciao.

2 comments:

em[ily] said...

I know what you mean,
and to be honest, I think that when we're younger like in middle school and the first years of highschool, having a ton of friends is totally easy. As we get older we just start having more problems and issues like relationships, jobs, sex, drugs, ext it become too much to keep up on everyone and stay out of drama. But you know, you do find your true best friend or two that can always be there though it all and IMO thats all you really need to get though these shitty years.
Of course, you'll always have other friends you used to be closer with who still care about you but trying to stay super tight with everyone is just a loosing battle.

Don't let it get you down <3

Positive Insanity said...

yeah you're right.
thanks<3