It's gonna take some time to realize..

Report cards came,
I'm miserable
I'm still sick
and now i'm grounded.

I guess it's my fault
since,
y'know
I'm a terrible teen
*angst angst angst*

ugh,
I've been in such a rut lately.
like completely suicidal.
Terrible I know.
I can't get thee bloody thoughts out of my head
I can't help but think


ah well.
I'm not ready to make this post angsty
in the serious way
so yeah.

My kitty is adorable
He's a bitch,
but still adorable.
wanna see him?
Check out my deviantart
http://www.lizinwonderland.deviantart.com/

word, son.
I take damn good pictures
probably one of the only things
in my life that I take pride in.

when my actual computer gets fixed
I'll be posting a shitload more picures
beause deviantart is fucked up
on this laptop.
It's pretty weird.


anyway I'm gonna go play with my kitty
and get my mind off bad thoughts.

Caio

*sneeze cough weeze*

Gosh I hate bein sick.
And laptops.
I hate being sick and on a laptop.
SO MANY TYPOS D:
So yeah,
My computer is broken,
I'm sick,
and my parents gave me a piece of shit laptop
that has no security
no firewalls
no nothing.
And apparently the keybored sucks too.
I have to keep backtracking to fix my typos
Typos?
WTF
I must really be sick.
I have to write an essay that was due today
problem is I need to hand in a peer review sheet too
which I never did
because I never wrote a rough draft of my essay.
oooohhh shiiiit.

Report cards are coming soon..
asdfghjkl D:
I don't want them to.
I want something to happen to the mail,
like
a terrorist attack on the post office,
so they can't send them out.

I hate being home alone.
all I do is eat
and sit around.
I feel like a really fat person.
It's terrible.

I'm going to go stuff my face now.

Ciao.

I counted all our demons

Saw there was one for everyday.
Put the good ones upon my shoulder
Tossed the other ones away.

I feel like writing a Poem.
..
Everybody stop.
Just stop.
Stop the music.
Stop the lies.
Stop the demons.
Stop time.

I'm breakin down.

The wheels in my head turnin
My heart is being beatin
Having trouble breathin
Hands stressed and bleedin
This feeling's got me close to breakin
I just need to...

Stop.

Before you get ahead,
I will stay behind.
You're goin way to fast for me,
M'bout to lose my mind.

Stop.

I need to time to heal
a nap would be ideal
I need my stress to wilt and peel
I want something a little less real.

So Stop the music.
Stop the lies.
Stop the demons.
Stop time.
So I can have a little space...

and breathe.

ciao.

When The Shit hits the fan...

You'll all be wondering where I am.
I'll be in Australia!
Or on some other fantastic continent
that isn't our own US of A.

Easter has passed,
and school starts tomorrow,
ending a week long vacation
so I figure,
Why not blog once more,
before report cards come
and my life ceases to be?

I can't wait until school is over
and I'm graduated.
I can move into my own apartment,
and be my own boss.

Today has been as productive as...
well,
I can't think of a proper comparison at the moment
so lets just go with
it hasn't been productive at all.

I feel like saying tongue twisters
But I shant get into that as of now
for blogging about tongue twisters
must sound pretty Drab.

Though everything I write about is drab.

I'm going to my good friend Danny's @ 3
giving only a few more minutes to blog.
I hope everyone has a delightful week
I'm going to go entertain myself.

ciao.

*fizzfizzz* Ahhh

I HAS FRESCA.

Anyway,
my week has been interesting enough
It's easter sunday!
I helped my father cook all morning
and my Aunt, uncle, and cousins arrived at 3.
My boyfriend should be arriving soon enough.
I hope.
._.
anyway(again)
Oh I feel pretty
I dyed my hair
got a pretty summer dress
and now I am wearing it
and I was just dancing around in it
as I icing-ed(?) my cake.

I can't wait to stuff my face,
I hope everyone else
had a wonderful weekend
and an even better easter and week.

Ciao

Mirror mirror on the Wall...

Who is the sliest one of all?

okayyyyy,
I hate allergies.
It's Tuesday
Day 2 of vacationnnn
I'm with mah jackiee
she's nakey and getting dressed right now xD
ah,
I was just looking
at an old friend's pictures.
a friendship that meant so much to me
thrown out a window
because of stupid accusations.
my stomach began boiling over
and feelings of hate
began eating ulcers into my stomach.

anyway,
I'm not in a great mood,
but I AM with jackie
so maybe going to the mall for an hour or so
might not be too bad.

writing back later,
Ciao.

Whilst the Sea is Boiling Hot

well well well, the week is almost up
and vacation is drawing near
Kaloo Kalayy
We'll live the day
Like Cabbages and Kings.
Gotta love poetry.
*rolls around on floor making lame sex noises*
POETRY.

Okay, anyway
this week has been long,
and painful
Kind of like losing your virginity.

I hate fighting with Nicholas
even arguing
He's pretty much my everything
and when we do bicker
I feel like I'm going to lose him.

JACKIE WAXON STOP BEING SICK.
and i hope I don't Catch it from you
or nicholas for that matter.

I'm bored and tired.

To Danny and Glen
Have a wonderful Vacation!
I'll miss you both dearly :[

Caio