Carry On..

OKAY
I GET IT
YOU'RE PISSED OFF
THAT YOU GOTTA GO
STOP FUCKING SLAMMING SHIT
GOOD GOD.

okay,
so my father is pissed off
because he had to go an ruin his life
by having children
and then giving them godparents
and now We're going into westbury to see them
and now he's bitching
"i don't get it
Why do we have to go
all the way to westbury
for fucking Pizza?!"

oh, gee, I dunno dad
maybe because I haven't seen my god family
since...y'know
LAST YEAR?

I get it
you're miserable
so you drink
and you ruin our family
and when we ask you of something
you flip a shit
because seeing them
is "a waste of gas"

fuck you.
I'm so sorry you knocked mom up
and had kate and me.
either way you'd be an asshole alchoholic
treating my mom like a piece of shit
whenever you're drunk

you're shit.

ciao.

Awkward Situations, Steroids and Horomones, OH MY!

Hullo.
It's been a while, ne?
well then,
lets get cracking
Imm sum it up geeewd.
(^bad grammar sentences are sometimes nessessary.^)
Anyway,
I've been very busy,
I'm sorry I'd forgotten you blogspot!
and all my anonymous make believe followers.
I got another camera
Film this time
It's been fun
I've posted photos on deviantart
Go lookie.
NAO.

Kidding,
How is everyone?
Good?
Yes?
Good.

ICON is almost here
for those that do not know what ICON is
It's a sci-fi comic book/ anime/ geek convention.
and I am cosplaying as...
HARUKOOOO
aaiiieeee FLCL.
Want a picture?
Well you can't see one,
cause I'm fat and lazy.
google the name above
(only one O)
heh.

Yesterday was 10 months
with Mr. Wonderful
I love you mopre and more everyday baby<3

My anxiety is still hanging around
been throwing up a little bit
stress is overwhelmingggg
and I still don't know how to deal with my shit.
No, not literal shit
The figurative kind!
though both kinds of shit still stink >[
(lol.)

okay, going for now

Ciao.

All These Things We Do?

Hello all
Sorry if it seems like I've fallen off
the side of the earth recently.

I just want to say a few things
before I leave this short post.

Danny,
sweetheart, talk to me,
I love you and you know that.
I have Anxiety Disorder,
And don't try to shy away
I see your posts on PSC.
So don't get all
"No don't worry I'm fine!"
because it's bullshit.

Jackie,
you're the closest persn to me.
you're the only one left.
Please stop it.
You can't leave me too.

my life isn't treating me well, lately.
I've been depressed
and anxious,
and terribly anti-social.
I open my mouth
and silent butterflies are released.
I'm glad I'm saving the butterflies.

okay,
Going now.

Ciao.