Being grounded in this February air

My arms get cold in February air
please don't lose hope of me out there.

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kayy,
so i'm grounded.
fun fun,
all because i failed gym.
so here i am,
away from you,
my wonderful blogspot<3

anyway,
my february has been going well enough,
vacation has just started,
yay no school!
okay moving on,
i had a better day
off my meds
than on then.
this was yesterday compared to today,
OH!
but,
I'm a D now,
yay new bras :D
my bestie and I are having a bra party
since we have matching bras now.

hooray<3
I'll post again asap

Ciao

Open up your mind, and see like me.

yes,
thats right.
uh huh.

Okay,
sorry I haven't really been..
here, lol.
I'll catch y'all up on whats happening to me.

I'm medicated,
ojoy.
It's going decently,
but, uh,
I'm really depressed today,
and I don't know why,
just, everything is getting me down.

I'm on Lexapro, now.
i don't know if it's helping,
shutup.
I went to therapy yesterday,
I like her,
she was nice,
and asked me about myself,
what i like, my aspirations, etc.

okay so..
almost Ciao,

I'm the girl who digs herself a nice little hole to sit in.
I'm the girl who is prettier on the inside
I'm the girl who can't live without being forced to live.
I'm the girl who's in love and feels really stupid because of it.
I'm the girl who says she's fine and never means it.
I'm the girl who can run on Empty.
I'm the girl who sings her sadness away.
I'm the girl that still sleeps with a toy at the age of 17.
I'm the girl who is famous in her own mind.
I'm the girl who strives for the dreams she will never get.
I'm the girl that will always keep on going,
even when it all comes crashing down.
I'm the girl that cares more than she should.
I'm the girl with the odd obsession with reeses.
I'm the girl who wants it all,
and nothing at the same time.
I'm the girl still searching for her song.

I'm just a girl.


Ciao.

It's the end of the world as we know it.

And I feel fine.

so.
my mum told me over dinner,
My thyroid is normal,
so my depression
is just depression.
yeah, okay,
liz is depressed again
I have the psychiatrist on friday,
so I might be getting medication,
woo.
I'm tired,
depressed,
and I just want to talk to Nicholas,
Cuddly with Johnny,
and go to sleep.


Ciao.

Glen, friendship, and conversationalism.

my week has had
it's ups and downs.
well, really, only two downs

Yesterday School went well.
It was Jackie and Steven's One month
Yay for them!
anyway, I can't really remember much else
during my duration of being in school,
other than the fact I'm watching
The Great Gatsby in English.
After school I hung out with Glen.
We went from his house,
all the way to movieland in coram,
a town away from us,
back past his house,
all the way to my town,
to get soda.
then we walked back to his house,
stopped in,
and went back out,
and walked to an elementary school
by his house,
where we sat and just talked,
about pretty much everything.
We talked so much that night.
I got so much closer to him,
and we realized we had
a lot more in common
than we realized
love that kid :]

Today was alright,
My english teacher is stupid,
reasons unspoken,
and I lost my glasses..
:[[[[[
anyway,
i was really upset,
so I took a nap,
my phone really is pissing me off,
I'm replacing it tomorrow.
Time to go I guess,
don't want this becoming too long.

o yeah,
and I love you Nicholas<3

Ciao.