Jumble

there are too many thoughts in my head
for every one to be sorted out
and examined thoroughly.

there are things I want to say right now
that if I say them
I'll be thrown into a loony hut.

happy new year?

oh how life is passing us by.
it's almost 2009.

why am I so completely..
sick?
Sick of everything


I'm becoming a black hole.
don't get to close.

A very very unbirthday to me

I have skittles
My friend just told me she had sex, and
1 month until my birthday starting today
:D

I didn't have too great of a day,
but I'm home now
and I'm feeling a tad better.
OKAY
Hopefully this week goes by un-eventfully
because then I'll have friday to my baby and me
saturday building a ginger bread house w/ my cousins
and sunday to do whatever.
Since none of my "friends" like me
I'll most likely spend it with nicholas.

kay...
um I dunno what else to talk about right now.

Ciao.

wtf, mate?

okay,
canker sores totally SUCK.
I have peanut butter & jelly.
I miss my boyfriend.
I hate chemistry projects.

that is all.
Ciao

ok BIG rant.

I don't want friends anymore
Honest to Blog.
I'm sick of being put down,
put last,
Lied to and being treated like shit.
To me,
this is NOT what friendship is.
If you don't want to hang out with me?
Fine,
I don't care,
If I'm not worth your time,
I'll find something better to do with mine.
I'm sick of non-existant friendships.
I'm just about ready
to explode at most of you

Stop being stupid!
It's really not that hard
I'm sick of trying to hang on
to my old friendships
with the people
I used to know and love.

I'm sick of false kindness
and any other form
of Bullshit kindness.

What is real friendship to me?
I don't even know anymore.


ciao.